hope

hope
make yourself a bed
into the deepness of the hole where your heart has fallen
catch the pieces as they fall
of your life forever broken
bury yourself in your grave
for there is nothing left to gain
life is just a poker game
love never dies, it evolves into pain.
let yourself sink in a pool of sadness
dyed blood red, the color of madness
sew your mouth so that they'll never say the words
for they are too much pain than they are worth

i'll make myself a bed in this hole where you can find me
screaming " i love you" when i know you hate me
so help me find some peace.
mary me then bury me in grace...

(early stage of mental depression... dedicated to my soul brother...)/size]


in this picture:david chettiar
picture taken by: fiora lebrasse

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# Posté le mardi 15 septembre 2009 15:18

...sans titre...

...sans titre...
et si je devais mourir demain?
di moi tou ske tu aimerai me dir...
si je devais mourir demain...
me tiendrai tu la main juska la fin?
ou me laissera tu comme un rien?

je ne peux t'obliger a m'aimer
l'amour jamais ne disparait
il ne fait kevoluer
et se transforme au fil des annees
en mirage ou en peines cachees...

dit moi tou. montre moi ki tu es...
tou etai si facile kan nous etions enfants
rien ne nous importai... pas come maintenant...

je ne te sens plus pres de moi.
et je n'ai jamais vraiment eu le choix...
tu es partie sans un mot
c'etait peut etre un peux trop tot...

JE T'AIME <3

# Posté le mardi 15 septembre 2009 15:03

...my Angels...

...my Angels...
valerie... all i have to say is I LOVE YOU. and you'll always be my beautiful little blond angel.

sandrine... my little sandrine... you know that part of my heart belongs to you. you will always be my little warrior angel... 4EVER yours.


Audrey!!! my goth angel... ahhhh... you have always been there to help me through... thank you. i love you...

David... i haven't known you for a long time but it feels like ages. you are my soul brother. maybe we are the twin angels. as for both of us, love was denied. u know how my heart feels and feel the same thing as me. with you i don't need words to explain my feelings... remember... i love you my little gay friend :)

Chloe.... Mummy!!!!!!! you are my Mum Angel... you helped me see clear in so many situations. we don't see each other often enough but every time it's a pleasure. always keep on smiling my little chloe... you have a beautiful smile. don't hide it. remember... you are beautiful and strong. always aim for the stars and know that i'll always be there for you... for ever....


to all those who are my Angels With Invisible Wings. you own my heart. you are my heart. i love you, truly and deeply. and this love will never die....

kisses... fiora

# Posté le lundi 31 août 2009 14:14

hate and love

hate and love
kirai, ken'o?

koigokoro, ai, suki...?

ai shi teru ashurii...

# Posté le dimanche 23 août 2009 05:53

a modern myth- 30 seconds to mars

a modern myth- 30 seconds to mars
[/size"A Modern Myth"

Did we create a modern myth
Did we imagine half of it
What happened then, a thought for now

Save yourself
Save yourself
The secret is out
The secret is out

To buy the truth
And sell a lie
The last mistake before you die
So don't forget to breathe tonight
Tonight's the last so say good-bye

The secret is out
The secret is out
The secret is out
The secret is out

Good-bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye
good bye...

i can't hate you... but i hate myself for loving you...

# Posté le dimanche 16 août 2009 23:12